11.19.2008

there is no key

and when i finally get to see your beautiful face i know that your intentions are raw.
i know that i am meaningless to you in any form other than friend.
but i do not know if i am that at all.


tell me what i am to you
and perhaps i won't feel like
all is lost in this endless circle.

time is not real, it has been created by man.
and we could feel endless if only you'd allow.

i am ready to jump of the ledge and free fall to soft ground.
instead i rise to high in intentions and thought
and am sucked into nothingness beyond the realm of real
when i scream to have life let me back in
the gods decide to laugh at my attempt

here i will stay

until i can find a doorway through which i can enter.

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