3.30.2009

Monday Night Trash

Do I have reason?
Most likely no.
Should I be upset?
I really don't think so.

Am I hurt?
Yes.
Why am I upset?
Because, I told you
The only thing
I did not want
Was for you...
And you said you didn't
Want to either.

And you are.
And I again feel
I again feel the same things I had always felt before.
Forgoten, discared, that piece of trash...

I only need someone to love me the way I've loved two.
One for the wrong reasons...
Two for what I thought was right.

I figured everyone needs their
Own space.
I gave it.
But I did not want
To have the one
Who hated me so much so say I manipulated you
To be the one you'd want to see again.
And I will beleive it is all in innocence.

Do I have the right to feel this way?
Of course I do!
Even if it doesn't seem right
I love you still
Because you haven't done anything wrong.
But....I feel betrayed.

Cause here's another secret....(shhhh)
(He will betray you)

3.26.2009

Stroszek

Eva, what kind of country is this...where they confiscate my Beo?