Walking Towards

There is something really nice about snow in April.
And wearing some kind of sandal, the feet aren't cold.
I am currently surrounded by a complete mess.
There is no order of the space in which I inhabit.
I let you go outside. You will come back.

I found something. I was looking for something that I may have
permanently misplaced.
While looking I found something quite old and forgotten in my humidor.
It was fine to have but I had taken other things.
This time I know I shouldn't have.
But Perhaps now I will realize that I have to rationalize
in order to function. I have to keep my head on steady.
I have always enjoyed going all out, like a fighter or a
stubborn bull who just won't quit.
You have to be beat to be like that.
Or you are robbed of something you will not get back.
Some kind of glory.

But maybe it is time to get back to the essential.
What makes me happy?
How can I have it...without hurting anyone else again?
The answer seems simple.
I continue what I've always done but without bad.

I can continue to love you. Love myself. And everyone else.
I will still know that I prefer the sans terre.

...I have met but one or two persons in the course
of my life who understood the art of Walking, that
is, of taking walks,--who had a genius, so to speak,
for sauntering: which word is beautifully derived
"from idle people who roved about the country, in
the Middle Ages, and asked charity, under the
pretense of going a la Sainte Terre," to the Holy Land
.... Some, however, would derive the word from sans terre,
without land or a home, but equally at home everywhere.
For this is the secret of successful sauntering...

Walking

Henry David Thoreau

To be outside, walking in the snow. Climbing up the hill.
Standing on the top, in the wind, looking out over the world.
Forever seeking a safe haven for desires sake.
Traveling about only to see something new.
Exploring what we can when we can.
Having the chance to do so much with someone so great.

There have been several geniuses and I have been
so fortunate to have met so many in such a short
period of time.

Tonight i have discovered how to change things up a bit.
Today is a new day. Let's hope it goes well.

It will not be all about
Me falling and you not laughing at me but picking me up.