Monday Night Trash

Do I have reason?
Most likely no.
Should I be upset?
I really don't think so.

Am I hurt?
Yes.
Why am I upset?
Because, I told you
The only thing
I did not want
Was for you...
And you said you didn't
Want to either.

And you are.
And I again feel
I again feel the same things I had always felt before.
Forgoten, discared, that piece of trash...

I only need someone to love me the way I've loved two.
One for the wrong reasons...
Two for what I thought was right.

I figured everyone needs their
Own space.
I gave it.
But I did not want
To have the one
Who hated me so much so say I manipulated you
To be the one you'd want to see again.
And I will beleive it is all in innocence.

Do I have the right to feel this way?
Of course I do!
Even if it doesn't seem right
I love you still
Because you haven't done anything wrong.
But....I feel betrayed.

Cause here's another secret....(shhhh)
(He will betray you)