5.29.2008

sad. for some reason i like boys that are asses.

i will never understand you.

i told you how much i missed you. i am jealous and shouldn't be. i'm just a horrible person who only deserves to be used in whatever way man sees fit. i am not worthy. i must be trash. i don't believe this - yet it must be true. that's how everyone treats me.

5.15.2008

3

13,14,(15)

one year, two year, three years ago....

how strange.

is it that time?

soon, everything is going to close.

and it will be over.

and i will have my thoughts to keep me happy/sad

stir crazy

get up, get out, come in, don't leave.

and everything will be better. there's nothing for you to worry about.
make peace with your love so that my sadness isn't senseless.

there is always a light on, in the window - waiting.


let's go explore some familiar places:







someday i'll go back and get more clams.




pennsylvania beauty



my university of life



i love traveling along interstate 80. east and west.


there's something special about south dakota.
"

the badlands. i will return.


i saw dirt devils along this highway. people would place black stones to write out names. it was calm. it was relaxing. it was amazing.



this hotel is luxurious, the beds are so comfortable and the sun rises so incredibly early in the summer.

i rode along this highway and really got to see how beautiful the coast can be.